disappointed

“disappointed” i think this is the right word. i tried with “pissed off”, “nervous” … didn’t worked.

maybe i was expecting to much from people .. i tend to do that; but what i got in return is way to low, and i mean WAAAAAY TO LOW… from what i could imagine. maybe i was to enthusiastic .. maybe i dream to much.

i don’t understand .. i sometimes I’m asking if it’s only me ..

trying to make a list …

.. no, no list is better.. maybe some ppl will read it .. i don’t want to blame anyone .. (I’m kidding myself .. i WANT to blame, but i don’t see the point right now ) i might care to much .. and i hate being asked “why r u upset”, especially when you know why.

i need to get out of this state of mind .. or I’m going to screw things up more than they are. i was offering something, and YES i did expected something in return. (no, i didn’t get it)

[... wth am i wrinting this for ...]

Honestly ok

Hmm .. it seems like i havent posted in a while, i guess i’m too busy lately. Lol, beeing busy started this blog .. kinda funny to remember.

i’ll do this later … now i’m missing my friends .. or at lest some of them.

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY hunny !!!

get a new one or quit your job

recently I found a nice article on the net that raised a few questions to me:

10 Reasons You Should Never Get a Job

Just for fun I recently asked Erin, “Now that the kids are in summer school, don’t you think it’s about time you went out and got yourself a job?  I hate seeing you wallow in unemployment for so long.”

She smiled and said, “Wow.  I have been unemployed a really long time.  That’s weird…  I like it!”

Neither of us have had jobs since the ’90s (my only job was in 1992), so we’ve been self-employed for quite a while.  In our household it’s a running joke for one of us to say to the other, “Maybe you should get a job, derelict!”

It’s like the scene in The Three Stooges where Moe tells Curly to get a job, and Curly backs away, saying, “No, please… not that!  Anything but that!”

It’s funny that when people reach a certain age, such as after graduating college, they assume it’s time to go out and get a job.  But like many things the masses do, just because everyone does it doesn’t mean it’s a good idea.  In fact, if you’re reasonably intelligent, getting a job is one of the worst things you can do to support yourself.  There are far better ways to make a living than selling yourself into indentured servitude.

bad karma

Today i feel like shit. Nothing is working. It’s like life is going in reverse.

I’m so f-king boored. It’s not like i dont have any chalanges .. it’s just that nothing good happens.
Yea, you might say “it’s one of those days” .. but “those days” keep on coming back lately.

I got shit load of work that needs to be done … by me .. and nobody can really help me on that.

I’ve started to hate when i “hear” myself complaining … i have to find a way to get over these.

New Beginnings

Fight for Kisses

About friends

“Majoritatea prietenilor sunt ca umbra. Nu apar decat atunci cand este soare.”

rough translation:  ”Most friends are like shadows. They are around you only when the sun shines.”

original post here.

on the same subject :

“A large income is the best recipe for happiness I ever heard of.”

  - Jane Austen

Mystical Eden

nice relaxing song.

sorry that i’ve missed the weekend :p

[Armik - Mystical Eden]

Just Listen

You Were My Everything by Aviation

Another weekend

have fun everybody!

[Now You're Gone]